Scorpio Rising

Each and every month, I become increasingly fascinated with the intrigue and mystique of astrology, which has deeply influenced each and every part of my lifestyle. I remember when I was young, I used to be most skeptical that the stars truly do guide me in my life, but seeing how so much fortune and fascination has come my way, I absolutely believe it now. You can read about my kind here:

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You definitely have heard that Scorpio is the sign of sex and those like myself are the most sensually energetic of all the signs. They say union with the beloved is a "sacrament", or "an outward and visible sign of an inward and spiritual grace." and that Scorpios love to lose themselves passionately in love to discover the mystical meaning of the union that’s greater than individuality and to be married both spiritually and in flesh. (sigh) Astrologists say our appetites are virtually insatiable, and we are effortless in attracting lovers and are pretty magnetic. Many astrologists also agree that emotionally we tend to be vulnerable, and the best types of signs to have healthy relationships with both emotionally and sexually are Pisces, Taurus and Cancer, while sexually we can choose about any sign!

Though I disagree with some of what is said about my sign, like mentioning we are more susceptible to fevers than most signs (I’ve only been sick twice in an eight-year span and didn’t have a fever either time) and that I don’t enjoy crime and punishment and law enforcement, I don’t enjoy keeping in touch with the dark side of life, as I prefer to stay on the sunny side of life because the sunny side makes me feel most empowered and inspired, and they say Scorpios have a keen business sense and love making money, but in fact I believe I am the opposite of that as I can’t even understand basic terms like "checks and balances"! (giggles)

But I believe I truly am what they say about my sign in my love life and sexuality. I really want to "get laid" as they say and dream of loving a girl with all my heart. But I want to love everything about my dream girl when I finally have her in my life. I don’t only want to feel her warm body, I also want to love and cherish everything she is; her heartbeat singing with mine, her warm tears of joy, the light in her eyes, the soft trembling of her lips, the soft brushing of her eyelashes as I hold her close, the glare of her soft sliky hair. I’d love to find freckles on her body and trace constellations with them, or paint pictures softly with my hands upon her goddess body. When I love my butterfly angel, I want her to be the one who feels most alive, special, and loved. I believe love and sex are important parts of life, and the latter should be something special, a magical metamorphosis of love and friendship where two hearts are incubated in the light of ones everlasting love for one another. When I make love to my Mistletoe Angeless, I want the experience to mean something, to be a special moment that will never be forgotten, and want the experience to be so incredible that the next day my dream girl is wearing an angelic smile throughout the morning, and she feels this way every time I can’t keep my eyes off of her. And each moment she feels sad and is in tears, I want to be there for her and kiss her tears away, and each moment she is in doubt, I want to be there to talk and be open and honest with her. I want to love my angel in every way possible, and have an everlasting strong emotional relationship too, whether it is with a Pisces, Taurus or Cancer or not.

I’m not in love, but I feel lovesick, and I love how that feels, and can only imagine what really being in love must feel like. Don’t worry if I fall in love soon and my blog isn't updated for two weeks or so. During that time I’ll be head over heels with my girl and when I’m not with her lying in my bed dreaming of her for hours and writing love songs making beats from every skipped heartbeat my heart will be beating.

(sigh) But yes, we Scorpios definitely have our libidos, and I'm not ashamed to admit it because it is most healthy to be and feel sexy, physically and spiritually! (giggles) I've never felt so sexy and healthy before. It's so easy to arouse me, being the sensitive, tender thing I am! (giggles)

In Colorado, I was moving around the playground of life and getting to see how everything works and letting my imagination run wild and figure out how to find my wings. Oregon is like the swings of my journey, learning to swing as high as I can, headspring from the tips of my heels and use my wings to take flight to my dreams. I want to fly free now and see that there’s far more than just the stars themselves in this glorious universe. I’m kind of like Columbo at that time when receiving an invitation to become part of an air crash investigating team, having been told they are all pilots and they would train him, and he said, "Oh, no thanks. My ears pop in an elevator. In fact, I don't like even being this tall." Faith is my elevator, faith is my co-pilot, and I feel personally the sky could never be the limit. Some days I just want to feel shorter, other days I just like to think taller, that’s what it is with me. The beaten path, the consuetude, the daily grind just doesn’t arouse me. I’ll decide the days I like to make myself appear taller so I can touch the stars or boldly have my spirit leap tall buildings in a single bound. Other times I just feel sexy making myself appear small, aroused by how I am just an iota in the thaumaturgic tapestry of life, yet I am capable of so much, I can create so much, and influence the way some things are. That's the most sexiest feeling of all.



My motto has been each morning, "Put your feet on the ground, then lift yourself up!" Even for those who are shorter, like myself, in height. I think of what Nelson Mandela said, "Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small doesn't serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people will not feel insecure around you. We were born to manifest the glory of God that is within us. It isn't just some of us. It is everyone, and as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give others permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others." Then, I take this glory of God I manifest and let it lift me up to embrace what MacGyver thought of as "another day, a whole new set of possibilities." and float around the neighborhood like Jacques Cousteau. I may be in a whole different region of this great nation, with all kinds of new neighbors and new situations, but the world is my playground and I just find myself in a different part of the playground, that's all. It’s a beautiful feeling, and it’s sexy. And that, my friend, is the Rabindranath Effect.

I love presenting myself in the prisms of topaz and tourmaline. I love gardenias in my garden and honeysuckle in my tea. All musical notes, especially the C note, are music to my ears. I love my vegetarian lifestyle and being governed under the Martian influence. I fly with the spirit of the phoenix in my heart and lungs. I love everything about sex, love and imagination. I am the passionate, sexy Scorpio Rising!



Mmmmmmm, time to get my daily dose of photobiotics and Vitamin D!

Love,
Noah Eaton
(Mistletoe Angel)
(Emmanuel Endorphin)